Dusting myself off and trying again.
I Have been resisting the flow of my life because I am impatient.
Yet patient with attachments.
From this position I begin to attach to projections and focus on a negative future that doesn’t exist.
I visualize obstacles that aren’t there and complain when they manifest within my physical experience.
I cling to the illusion till I am crippling with so much doubt.
I crawl in my bed in a fetal position hoping the divine mother wraps me in her divine love.
I call on her wisdom to guide me back to the surface.
I wrap my head in white and offer my Ori cool water that I may not lash out at others for my own insecurities and problems.
I lack the emotional connectivity to bring forward that support in my life due to my childhood traumas of being emotionally abandoned and neglected.
I surround myself with those I can be there for but are rarely there for me when I need it.
It feels colder that way.
Society wakes me up to dis-ease in the morning.
My ticket to a good life.
Yet somehow I know that I am healed.
I take a sip of honesty…………The salve that helps me to let go of that which fictionally blocks my vision of the flow that simply is life.
I take a sip of the interconnectedness that I simply am, that all is.
I accept these feelings as keys to true healing.
So read this, Dust yourself off and Try again.
WE GOT THIS!!!!